Another weekend has come and go… Not sure how my time is spent lol I visited my friend in Connecticut for the weekend. I FINALLY weighed in under 160! I did snack a little bit Saturday night– not too bad, just about one serving of Terra Chips. I also got my period this weekend and I… Continue reading Monday Blues…
While I am capable of many things, one thing I can’t do is get myself motivated after work. Today I am going to my personal trainer after work. I’m really hoping this will push me to be more active again. Ever since I started taking my medication I’ve been SO unbelievably lazy. My friend texted… Continue reading Thursday
The yawning has been so out of control, I can’t help it! I know it’s the meds so it’s OK, but I constantly look tired and inattentive, which is mostly not true.. I just hope my boss doesn’t think I’m not taking my job seriously, because I am, although I may look extremely disconnected from… Continue reading Hump Day!
I’ve noticed a little bit of progress in this last week. I’m not sure if it’s me subconsciously telling myself not to eat or if the medication is suppressing my appetite. I’ve started meal prepping my lunches– shrimps with a taco seasoning on top of romaine lettuce, tomatoes, avocado and some ranch dressing. In 2… Continue reading Almost a week later..
It was difficult getting up this morning. I had a panic attack last night while having a casual conversation with my friends about my job. What if I royally fuck it up? How do I get people to donate? What should the centerpieces be for the event? I have a real job now. A career role. It’s… Continue reading Tuesday, Day 3
Delayed opening for work this morning as the snow storm really took a toll on the NYC/Long Island area. As usual I forgot to take my meds this morning, but I just started it again yesterday so I’m only on one dose a day. Anafranil tends to make me yawn, a lot. I went to… Continue reading Monday, The Struggle
The purpose of this blog is like most, an account of my life during a specific period that I feel is important to document. Over the last year and a half I have battled with weight loss/gain along with depression and trichotillomania (compulsive hair pulling). I have tried several different medications and behavioral methods but… Continue reading Purpose